Help Me

1/22/2018
Help me.
Please help me.
I'm falling so fast.
I'm on a path of self-destruction.
My eyes are closed
and I'm barreling towards the end.
I need someone to save me
from this nightmare I'm living.
I need someone to intervene
give me a reason to live.
I find joy in nothing.
I exist between opportunities
to shut my eyes
and sleep away the pain.
There is so much pain.
Pain inside and pain I've caused.
I can't go on like this alone.
I'm so alone.
I'm afraid to reach out
so I bury it within.
But it grows and it grows
becomes more of who I am
until all I know is pain.
It hurts
but I crave more.
Please save me from myself.
I need help.