Here and Now

12/13/2018
I lie around and wait for something more
something better
something different
and when that something never comes
I can't help but feel abandoned
like my angels have forgotten about me
but the truth is
my angels have been watching over me
this whole time
offering me that which I am capable
of handling
no more, no less
the something I was waiting for
has found it's way to me
without the realization
that the something I have
and the something for which I wait
they are my present
my now
my everything
so, now, instead of waiting for something more
something better
something different
I enjoy the something
the everything
that is here and now